I will never let myself fall in love or love someone more than i can handle. I’ve been through it and i hate it. Loving someone makes me weak and sad. Loving someone so much is overrated. I hate waking up and expect a Good morning text message from that person. I hate sleeping waiting for his goodnight text. I hate waiting for his reply.I don’t like being jealous and think of him all the time. I don’t think i want to love again. I prefer being alone. I never want to cry and feel the pain again.
"It’s like people who believe they’ll be happy if they go and live somewhere else, but who learn it doesn’t work that way. Wherever you go, you take yourself with you."
The Graveyard Book, Neil Gaiman (via batwife)